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As you hang up my opinion turns around I'm left alone without a sound Is it so bad that you don't love me? Can i forgive myself for what I see? As I sit alone with an empty box Try to discover why you make me cross Feel the pain taking me away After all, there was nothing more to say Always believed in the beauty in you But now I can see what I'm really due You come round to erase the words But I've already gone . . .

Forget the reson for being me Enjoy and concentrate on being us As we lay bare, just us two Enjoy the silence, that we've masked. Lay here waiting, feel so safe In the arms that promise to hold Want you so bad in this lasting moment Tied up so close, to escape the cold. Are insecurities forced aside As I feel you inside wanting more Frustrations released into the humid air It's never been this good before.

If I apologise for the times I walked away Will you say goodbye? I know you understand if no-one else does. Because you and me are part of yesterday. And believe me it's fair. We switched partners with the beloved couple And our beginnings ended. So leave me where I'm happy Because whilst I'm that way I've got everything to lose. Blue skies threaten to shower Or is it just my paranoia? Sitting here listening to the minutes, As the songs tick by. Under this black and white sky, I monotone the sounds of what you said. Corrupted tale that is the life of me. Is so hard to hear when pierced by you . . .

The old smell of you resonates sharply in the things I do. So what we were tears away the reality I grasp onto so desperately. Without asking questions I fearfully tag along. Fear or longing? Words pour out so quickly that sentences are left unfinished. Cut dead. Your tunnel vision forced me to look both ways. Sometimes we can't see all we've got . . . The things right in front of us.

On the edge of a cloud, I place all my hope. My faith on one slender line. I just have to move one way And I can step into happiness. Diffrentiate between black and white. Dont want to get stuck in my depression, It hurts. I stay in the middle, So I have nothing to lose. Im safe.

Rip off every petal in violent stability Deeper red as I cut to the best of my ability. Discarded rose to your bitter rage. Maybe it's our differences, maybes it's our age, Or maybe its . . . He loves me He loves me not He loves me not He loves me My attitude bothers you because your so calm So calm - when you cause all this hurt and harm. Discarded rose to your walk-away leer Maybe its our differences, maybe its our fear Or maybe its . . . He loves me He loves me not He loves me not He loves me Walk in my dream, that keeps me safe from our nightmare. Can you pinpoint when we become this couple, that pair? Discarded rose

I hope you can feel the tears, That smudge the pen Of these pointless words. There is no hidden meaning, Or underlying metaphor. I'm not being sarcastc, pedantic Or relaxed with the truth. This is how I tell it. And unfortunatly it comes From the heart . . . I'm sorry you have to know it. Because it may hurt, I guess. Everyday I'm with you, happy, It's just another day closer To the day you walk away. Sad, isn't it.

The apology that I want to mean so much Because you mean so much to me. Fails to mean anything at all. I wait for you to come back and hold me. I'm too alone. Blissfully aware of the pain I caused. Until I realised I was hurting you. Honesty - i'd rather hurt myself. Honestly. I'm so far gone there's no way back. Space girl. Maybe being us again ain't that bad. Kiss and cut scene.

In the rush of the crowd, I am but one. One trapped in reality; Longing to escape. She always takes me over, When Im in this deluded state. I hate her for it But she makes me feel ok. More than ok. Im tripping and maybe he can tell. Because the floor doesn't exist to me. I'm falling, no boundaries. He picks me up. This dependency is killing me, And I just wanna be alone. 10 tins of soup and I should be ok. Get me through this stage. Maybe just one more time.

A taste of Californian sunshine and they say your never the same, never the same again.  When I was Charlotte Robbins I used to worry about that, a degree in Philosophy and English literature and I was on my way, I guess.  But then the power of the sunshine hit me, and excuse me for being crude, but it's been some fucking trip.  You'll know when it hits you because I feel like I haven't been able to breathe for two years and hey why inhale now?  Life may be for the taking but I don't particularly feel like choosing life at the moment.  I guess I could have the semi-detached house; the four by four with extra space for the groceries but what's

I want to get closer to the music But I guess I'd just become music. I want to be the song; there is a song that shatters you and    heals you at the same time. I want to be your song. I cant find the key the makes me melt Makes my heart feel steady Feeling the need to gracefully prance up and down your body Maybe If I get closer I could touch the fragile notes I'm unable to pick out The correct combination of ups and downs That unlocked for you in the first place. Otherwise I would happily let you go, But my memory leaves me. I did not mean to let you in so far As to be impossible to get you out of my head Except by melo

The last sailor took a sighting Of a radient sun reflecting its rays Of the stars in the sky, drizzling to the sea Of a vast ocean, thrashing at bay Of cliffs and mountains scattered over deserts Of an abandoned cruiser drifting astray Of a lost albatross falling from the skyline Of the last pilot flying away The last pilot found his wings On the shores of a dead ocean On the bow of a rusty old boat In a city of lost motion In the path of a raging tornado In the eye of a passing hurricane In the grey of a fading rainbow In the shade of the last giant The last giant Diseased his foes with carnage. Now it spreads havoc through